| i need anwers to question that only you can answer. but i dont think i will get them.
still feeling like it didnt happen.
no anger. just confusion. a little rebound never hurt anyone.....right?
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| so i dont know what happened. well i know what happened because i saw it happen. but i dont what caused it or what happened. i would have married her. she was going to be my one and only. i never felt so sure about something. and it crumbled on me last night. i just didnt know what to do. and while my actions cant be justified, they can be explained and understood. how do you stop a top from spinning? i was scared. i was confussed. my heart was breaking but i didnt have time to think about that. it was horrible. and i just wish she would have stop. non f it could be taken back but it could have stopped. we could have worked through it. stuck on me touching her? what about her kicking me, pushing me, nearly tossing me down the stairs. guess that doesnt count. i loved her. i love her. but there is no taking it back. she can not take it back. i cant take things back. its over and im ready to start.
she ripped off her shirt......
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| another one bites the dust.
i thought she was the one. and i want to think she still would be. but if it came to this i guess she isnt. right?
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| that europe trip is becoming a reality...scary
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| doubt....didnt think it was there...or maybe i just didnt want it to be.
aaaaaaaaaand my feelings come out....again. a pattern i live by? is this how it is? or am i doing it to live up to what i think the world does? does that make sense?
what is a color?
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